25 以后的天空
My Thoughts
错过
Apr 28th
可否问过自己长那么大了
是否错过任何能让自己遗憾的事情呢?
我刚读完一篇感人的email
就不停的思考这个问题
想了很久 很久
我想我只错过 没和我喜欢的人表白吧
可能没自信心`又或者还怕失去他
只是深深相信他不属于我
何苦要为难自己呢
奈何这一切一切都过去了。。。。。 :)
WSY 1209
Apr 23rd
The latest car registration number for Kuala Lumpur by today is WSM 8423…. so close to WSY 1209 d!!! I think I could not get this number in my life anymore as I just bought a car.I need car urgently early in the year, that is why I didn’t wait for this number.Friends who close to me will know why i am so into this registration number….. haiz….
To see latest car registration number in Malaysia : http://portal.jpj.gov.my/v5/index.php/en/latest-car-registration-number
he is just not that into me~
Apr 19th

Yesterday(SAT) just went to MV for this movie: HE’S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU
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There are few stories on a group of twenty- and thirty somethings adults, story about how’s their relationship and how to read the signs of the opposite sex….
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Gigi (Ginnifer Goodwin) just wants a man who calls.
Beth (Jennifer Aniston) wonders if she should just call it off.
Neil (Ben Affleck) thinks is ok not to get married.
Janine’s (Jennifer Connelly) not sure if she should trust her husband.
Ben (Bradley Cooper) can’t really trust himself alone with Anna.
Anna (Scarlett Johansson) can’t decide between 2 men.
Conor (Kevin Connolly) still thinks he can have her.
Mary (Drew Barrymore) just needs a straight man.
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Actually I had gone through most of the situations in the movie.
~Met a nice guy unexpected without well dress up, yet it is so “CLICK” with strong feeling that he could be my Mr Right and yet he is married. I am too late and I don’t want to be third party.
~Met a caring, financial stable and career type man… yet just don’t have the strong chemical feelings on him. Can’t make myself commit into a relationship for him.
~Met a new friend, exchanged contacts, looking forward for his calls or emails.
Used to disappointed yet didn’t desperate till what GiGi did in movies.
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Something which is quit true from the movie~
~.Even if you are married yet you might not trust your husband… So what’s the point of getting marry then?
~Some couple split off just because they already not in the SNYC situation, for example: one wish to marry yet another half don’t want.
~If a guy has interests on you, no matter how far you stay, how busy he is, he will still find a time to date you. We(gals) don’t need to do anything..he will…
~If a guy already doesn’t has any interest on you, he will use all lame excuses just to DUMP/get rid of you. No matter what u did, how u beg, his heart is just not into you.
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So what’s now~ if the guy just not that into me, I will just treat him as a passby people~ who cares…..
Programmer’s satisfaction
Apr 18th
It had been some times I don’t do FULL DAY coding in my daily work. It was simply because there are non-stop interruptions on YM, meetings, discussion, emails, and bugs checking for juniors. Past two days I finally got the chance to try it out again as my boss passed me an urgent project where I could excuse myself for all interruptions. I really feel I am like a superwoman, keep coding non-stop and even enjoyed till my colleagues have to YELL at me. Also at the same time, I managed to solve all juniors’ problems in just few minutes (not that I am smart, just because I experienced the same problems before)
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It is actually tiring, have to go home late with tired body and dry eyes.Sometimes even continue work at home after bath and dinner. But i still like it deeply because of the self satisfaction. (of course not everyday like this~)
To be honest, being a programmer is really not that easy…..
Non programmer will never understand !!
-why the programmer can look into a page with millions words or logs with black screen
-why the programmer can work non-stop
-what makes the programmer even work on weekend just to solve a non urgent problem
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All these were because of “self satisfactions” and “challenging” make them keep working.
I really miss the coding days.
I am quit sure my boss will allow me to handle more coding than management work (well at least equally 50-50) since I had highlighted to him.I am sure he will read this too …. ![]()

Unpredictable life~
Apr 1st
Many things in our life are unpredictable…
We will not know the next traffic light is green or red or even yellow. If all the traffic lights showing red it seems like hinting you today is not a lucky day for you.
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We do not know when the end of the world is, it could be just like what shown in movie <
Even though Nicholas Cage said we always think everything in this world are fixed and what will happen will happen yet I think there still a lot unpredictable
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We also may not know whom we will meet tomorrow, whether this person will brighten up your day or vice versa.Or …. tomorrow you are one of the millionaire in town…
Well, suddenly typed out this purely because today my plan for taking leave is to bring my baby car for service and have some rest. Unfortunately, I ended up run here and there… went to see doctor for sinus, went to banks and also went hospital to visit my friend.
She just delivered a baby boy this early morning, both of them are healthy but the baby is too small, 7 months only so need to stay ICU for some time. Well, spent some time accompany her for her experience in delivering the baby. She seems happy, tired, scare yet so worries. Hereby to wish she and her baby can go home A.S.A.P.

Have you ever …
Mar 22nd
Have you ever
~exhausted till eyes cannot open yet also cannot sleep
~wake up very early to park the car nicely because backed home late and it is blocking someone
~hard to find someone to breakfast with after wake up so early, all friends also used to wake up late
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Realise…
Mar 14th
Yesterday (Friday) was an extremely busy day for me
Wake up very late, rushed to Cyberjaya office in 25 minutes, lost in Putrajaya after lunch at Dengkil, went to data centre for some installation, and rushed back KL for company quarterly outing- Saisaki Japanese Buffet and movie Watchmen.
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What I wish to highlight here was there was two men commented on me on the same thing in a day! What a coincidence! What surprises me was one of them just knowing me for about one month plus while the other is a mature married man who gained a lot experience on life and. What made this young man able to comment on me so correctly? Perhaps it is just too obvious to feel it from conversation or he is strong in understand one person personality or he is over mature?
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男人。。。
Mar 4th
贱男人 会让妳爱上他后 告诉妳 他并不爱妳
有心的男人 不管距离有多远都会来找妳
痴心的男人 只剩万分之一机会让你遇到
恐怖的男人 会在楼梯口等妳回来
不爱你的男人 会用尽一切理由离开妳
有风度的男人 会把妳当成女人
有礼貌的男人 会尊重妳的想法和意见
有心计的男人 会不择手段的要妳和他吃晚餐
不负责任的男人 和妳睡后 不理妳
口说爱你的男人 可能在下一个月就和另一个女人在一起了
口是心非的男人 不值得让妳托付终生
没有良心的男人 不会在乎妳曾经为他付出多少
想追求你的男人 会找尽借口接近妳,对妳百般迁就
优柔寡断的男人 可以让妳成为大女人
玩弄感情的男人 让妳痛心疾首
捉摸不到的男人 往往会突然间在妳生活里消失
有情有义的男人 会永远记得妳的生日
有女朋友的男人 不可能还是妳的好朋友
对你有兴趣的男人 会不停地问妳问题

时光机。。。
Nov 2nd
超喜欢 周杰伦新专辑<<魔杰座>>里 的时光机。。。
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它里面的歌词都是我们时常在幻想里想拥有的
任意门,时光机,竹蜻蜓和小叮当。。。
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我想每个人都会有童真吧!都会有和我有着一样的想法。
工作很累,就想要个竹蜻蜓去海边吹吹风
突然很想见某某人,就会想到任意门
做错选择,就很想要时光机
考试读书一直读不进脑就想到记忆面包
被人欺负就很想要一个万能的小叮当吧
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也没什么,只是很想表达此刻的想法而已!
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选出来的一段歌词。。。
那童年的希望是一台时光机
我可以一路开心到底都不换气
戴竹蜻蜓 穿过那森林
打开了任意门 找到你一起旅行
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那童年的希望是一台时光机
你我翻滚过的榻榻米 味道熟悉
所有回忆 在小叮当口袋里
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一起荡秋千的梦境
在风中找寻着甜蜜
持续着甜蜜

死亡?死神?
Sep 27th
你对死有什么看法?
死神都会问你这句话!
死亡原来可以很遥远,也可以很近
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刚刚看完金城武主演的 Accuracy of Death
情节有点慢,有点闷
可却令我想很多
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我一直都很怕死,深怕死了孤孤单单
没有家人,朋友,同事,同学
也不知道会去哪里
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原来只要死而无悔
就已经很足够了
可是人都贪心,那会那么容易死而无悔呢!
黑色星期五??
Sep 6th
从来都不相信黑色星期五真的存在。。。
可是昨天的确发生在我的身上!! 不可思议。。。
午餐后去银行bank in, 那个account却有问题!
然后去money changer,又没开门。。。
连续去两间 money changer 都没开门咧 !
都还是小事, 然后回到公司发现我developed 的 processor 竟然出了问题。。。

在这间公司工作了这么久都没有做错任何事, 还好有两个很好的同事出手帮忙,不然我可会死得很惨!!
工作这么忙,这么累, 还好有几个很要好的同事在身边, 大家互相诉苦,帮忙,熬夜,。。。
是你们让我觉得我不是孤军作战, 我们是一 team 的
真的很窝心, 谢谢你们。
My Blog New Template
Jun 1st
My domain-> siauyen.net going to be one year aniversary soon… wondering it’s time to change it’s look and feel…. please give some suggestion which one shall I change to:
1. Pinky… Cely found it for me…. erm… like it a lot but it is only 2 column and don’t support sidebar widget, prefer 3 column…

2. Colourful Angel – Quit nice

3. Favourite Ocean+Blue – 3 column but the alignment all run…
.. seems i need to resize all the images uploaded before

4. City Simple Feel – 3 column

5. Apple Green Theme with some artistic feel – 3 column

6. Simple 3 column~

7. Blue – 3 column… like it but the header wording seems too big~

鬼戏?
May 31st
曾经何时 我超喜欢看鬼戏
喜欢那种又怕又很想看的感觉
然而 可以和我看鬼戏的朋友(男)越来越少
敢看鬼戏的女孩子更别说了!
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难道我真的那么“特别”吗?
女孩子通常都不喜欢/不敢看鬼戏
也很少会是一个programmer
更不会有那么多称兄道弟的男性朋友
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唉。。。累。。。
我是怪“咔”吗??





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