SYEN の 人生 。。。25 以后的天空

台据刚说：
“我爱你你爱我叫恋爱， 这最多维持两年
两个人要一辈子走下去
需要的是一起付出同样的爱
一起爱我们的家庭
爱我们的生活
爱我们的婚姻
甚至是爱我们的孩子”

这是真的吗？

Someone told me these love principles which I think is accurate so I share it here…
At early 20s,we ask to set principles.
1. Love is understanding
2. Love need respect
3. Love is commitment.
There, we running these principles…

When we going into 30s, each point will grow more sentences.
1. Love is understanding. Do u understand me,my past and my future
2. Love need respect. Do u respect me as much I respect u. As partner, as a women, as ur loved one
3. Love is commitment. How we are commited to each other..in our own unique way..

By the time u married,the field levels willl be totally difererent.
1. Love is understanding – both shud understanding each other and is no longer a couple. It a partnership call family. I can know wat u thinking without asking ald..
2. Love needs respect – u respect him as leader of the family, he respect u as the backbone of the family. Both equally important. Each complete each other.
3. Love is commitment – u no longer think u will lose him but think how to commit to make the family happy and growing.

Have you ever have such feeling? I had it many times!!
If this is about work, you can still get a new job and forget the mistake.
What if this is from the person who u care most?
You will feel sad definitely and wordless because you can’t do anything on it.Come on…these are past tense….

When I try to think on another side >> Is there any mistake/past my friends or colleagues did which I still remember until now?
To be honest, the answer is YES.
I used to forget things fast especially sad one.If I keep remembering the sad incident that means it is serious one.

Anyway I would still say everyone have diferent perception on the “mistake” and “past”.
Maybe he/she think the mistake/past is kind of serious wherelse I think another way round.
OR
Maybe i thinnk the mistake I did or my past is just nothing then I would just get angry to myself…Why he/she just can’t let go?Why I did such mistake? Why I am so stupid last time?
Do I have to CRY?

OR beg for forgiveness and forgetness??

In the end, I still can’t do anything because I can’t control human thinking….

=.=” … oh shit!!!now I think all these are just nonsense… “FAI WAH”!!!

有些人的人生，是直達車
有些人卻是慢車，中間總要經過許多站，經歷許多人…
有人總是下錯站，坐過頭，不是錯失了窗外風景，就是錯過了身旁的人
还有一些只能坐上由司機專車接送到目的地，無法決定自己人生方向的人
沒有人知道，能陪自己坐到終點站的人，究竟會是誰….
相愛的人，真的就能一路到達人生的終點站嗎？

而我呢？只能说我坐的总是超慢的车，经过无数的站才遇上他。。
他是我的最后一站？ 我的幸福吗？
还是说關於我們的故事才刚开始呢 ?

Today I took 2 hours to go home…. on the way I saw a Honda City WSY 120 and Viva WSY 1926 on the road d~
Haiz…………………………… hope that owner of WSY 1209 will take a good care of it~
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Checked from JPJ website, today already release until WSY3083 for Kuala Lumpur~

Story telling time~
There are these men who like to go Zoo to visit a CUTE monkey.
Normally they will bring the monkey some toys, bananas and even spend some time to play with it. Of course the monkey is very happy with it since it used to be alone all this while in the cage.
Now there are extra friends playing with it, love it and talk to it.
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When there are lots of men dropping by, the monkey itself cannot afford to entertain all of them at same time. So the monkey could only choose to play with the men it likes.
Men that the monkey doesn’t like will not stand there to wait this CUTE monkey; they will then look for other monkeys.
CUTE monkey enjoying the moment with the men it likes and get used with their accompanies as well.
However, these men will get bored with the CUTE monkey easily and then they ended up look for another monkeys.
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Well, how many people really care about the feeling of this CUTE monkey in the cage?
The monkey does not ask for it as beginning, these men approach it….
The men do not know the CUTE monkey needs love, need accompany and food…
What they care would be the moment playing with the monkey.
The monkey actually fed up and bored with the men attitude
COME, LOOK, SEE, PLAY and LEFT~
I strongly believe it can survive strongly even without these men
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What wish to highlight here is just my own opinion not related to other people and no offence.

可否问过自己长那么大了
是否错过任何能让自己遗憾的事情呢？
我刚读完一篇感人的email
就不停的思考这个问题
想了很久 很久
我想我只错过 没和我喜欢的人表白吧
可能没自信心`又或者还怕失去他
只是深深相信他不属于我
何苦要为难自己呢
奈何这一切一切都过去了。。。。。 ：）

The latest car registration number for Kuala Lumpur by today is WSM 8423…. so close to WSY 1209 d!!! I think I could not get this number in my life anymore as I just bought a car.I need car urgently early in the year, that is why I didn’t wait for this number.Friends who close to me will know why i am so into this registration number….. haiz….

To see latest car registration number in Malaysia : http://portal.jpj.gov.my/v5/index.php/en/latest-car-registration-number

Yesterday(SAT) just went to MV for this movie: HE’S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU
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There are few stories on a group of twenty- and thirty somethings adults, story about how’s their relationship and how to read the signs of the opposite sex….
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Gigi (Ginnifer Goodwin) just wants a man who calls.
Beth (Jennifer Aniston) wonders if she should just call it off.
Neil (Ben Affleck) thinks is ok not to get married.
Janine’s (Jennifer Connelly) not sure if she should trust her husband.
Ben (Bradley Cooper) can’t really trust himself alone with Anna.
Anna (Scarlett Johansson) can’t decide between 2 men.
Conor (Kevin Connolly) still thinks he can have her.
Mary (Drew Barrymore) just needs a straight man.
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Actually I had gone through most of the situations in the movie.
~Met a nice guy unexpected without well dress up, yet it is so “CLICK” with strong feeling that he could be my Mr Right and yet he is married. I am too late and I don’t want to be third party.
~Met a caring, financial stable and career type man… yet just don’t have the strong chemical feelings on him. Can’t make myself commit into a relationship for him.
~Met a new friend, exchanged contacts, looking forward for his calls or emails.
Used to disappointed yet didn’t desperate till what GiGi did in movies.
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Something which is quit true from the movie~
~.Even if you are married yet you might not trust your husband… So what’s the point of getting marry then?
~Some couple split off just because they already not in the SNYC situation, for example: one wish to marry yet another half don’t want.
~If a guy has interests on you, no matter how far you stay, how busy he is, he will still find a time to date you. We(gals) don’t need to do anything..he will…
~If a guy already doesn’t has any interest on you, he will use all lame excuses just to DUMP/get rid of you. No matter what u did, how u beg, his heart is just not into you.
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So what’s now~ if the guy just not that into me, I will just treat him as a passby people~ who cares…..

It had been some times I don’t do FULL DAY coding in my daily work. It was simply because there are non-stop interruptions on YM, meetings, discussion, emails, and bugs checking for juniors. Past two days I finally got the chance to try it out again as my boss passed me an urgent project where I could excuse myself for all interruptions. I really feel I am like a superwoman, keep coding non-stop and even enjoyed till my colleagues have to YELL at me. Also at the same time, I managed to solve all juniors’ problems in just few minutes (not that I am smart, just because I experienced the same problems before)
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It is actually tiring, have to go home late with tired body and dry eyes.Sometimes even continue work at home after bath and dinner. But i still like it deeply because of the self satisfaction. (of course not everyday like this~)
To be honest, being a programmer is really not that easy…..
Non programmer will never understand !!
-why the programmer can look into a page with millions words or logs with black screen
-why the programmer can work non-stop
-what makes the programmer even work on weekend just to solve a non urgent problem
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All these were because of “self satisfactions” and “challenging” make them keep working.
I really miss the coding days.
I am quit sure my boss will allow me to handle more coding than management work (well at least equally 50-50) since I had highlighted to him.I am sure he will read this too ….

oh shit… my domain expliring soon~~

Many things in our life are unpredictable…
We will not know the next traffic light is green or red or even yellow. If all the traffic lights showing red it seems like hinting you today is not a lucky day for you.
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We do not know when the end of the world is, it could be just like what shown in movie <>- Tomorrow is the end of the world where you know it yet u can’t do anything at all.
Even though Nicholas Cage said we always think everything in this world are fixed and what will happen will happen yet I think there still a lot unpredictable
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We also may not know whom we will meet tomorrow, whether this person will brighten up your day or vice versa.Or …. tomorrow you are one of the millionaire in town…
Well, suddenly typed out this purely because today my plan for taking leave is to bring my baby car for service and have some rest. Unfortunately, I ended up run here and there… went to see doctor for sinus, went to banks and also went hospital to visit my friend.
She just delivered a baby boy this early morning, both of them are healthy but the baby is too small, 7 months only so need to stay ICU for some time. Well, spent some time accompany her for her experience in delivering the baby. She seems happy, tired, scare yet so worries. Hereby to wish she and her baby can go home A.S.A.P.

Have you ever

~exhausted till eyes cannot open yet also cannot sleep
~wake up very early to park the car nicely because backed home late and it is blocking someone
~hard to find someone to breakfast with after wake up so early, all friends also used to wake up late
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Yesterday (Friday) was an extremely busy day for me
Wake up very late, rushed to Cyberjaya office in 25 minutes, lost in Putrajaya after lunch at Dengkil, went to data centre for some installation, and rushed back KL for company quarterly outing- Saisaki Japanese Buffet and movie Watchmen.
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What I wish to highlight here was there was two men commented on me on the same thing in a day! What a coincidence! What surprises me was one of them just knowing me for about one month plus while the other is a mature married man who gained a lot experience on life and. What made this young man able to comment on me so correctly? Perhaps it is just too obvious to feel it from conversation or he is strong in understand one person personality or he is over mature?
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